*I’ll be uploading my Instagram posts from our time in NICU, followed by a more recent picture of Rex, so you’ll be able to see the difference and keep-up with our journey*
20th May 2019
“Well, it was a weekend of two halves. It very much reiterated what a rollercoaster NICU is. All I know is that I’m so proud of Rex, and my heart feels like it’s going to burst, every time I think about him, which is pretty much all the time ♥️
Without going into detail, he progressed super well on Saturday. Then Sunday arrived and we took some steps backwards. We had to go through something pretty terrifying at one point, and I’ve never cried so hard in my life. Just to confirm, Rex is absolutely fine and doing well again, so there’s no need for worry. But, as his mom, it’s all I seem to do. I think I’m currently in total disbelief that this is all happening. Sometimes I feel so positive and strong; I really embrace the long process. But yesterday was horrible, and everything feels frightening and I’m just tired, along with an array of emotions
It’s a fresh week, Rex is 3 weeks old today, and we keep getting closer to coming home together. These are things I’m clinging to, today. I hope you’re having the best Monday you can manage x”
Peace, love, and getting through stuff, Fay x
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